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Anxious Heart

by Daniel McClelland

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1.
Just so you know I'd burn it all I'd burn it all down to the ground They'll take your soul Get Christmas coal You'll pay your toll with a breakdown Canary in this mine Don't waste your precious time They wasted mine But maybe you'll be fine Once you sign you can't resign They paid me well burn in their hell They made me sell My heart and mind They'll find your tell They'll scream and yell You're a gazelle and they're a lion Canary in this mine Don't you waste your precious time (Don't you waste, don't you waste my time) They wasted mine (they wasted mine) But maybe you'll be fine (you probably won't) Once you sign you can't resign
2.
She walked into the room with a look in her eye, a look that said ‘I’ll be your girl to you die.’ I said, “I wanna be your man, but I got shit to do” She said, “I don’t give a damn baby, even if that’s true” And she said “Oh now baby, won’t you give in to me” And I said “Oh now baby, why don’t, why don’t you set me free” I explained that I just had a lot on my mind, but it’s nice that a woman of her class would be so kind. She explained that she too had stuff to get off her chest, starting with her silver necklace and her lacy vest. And she said “Oh now baby, won’t you give in to me” And I said “Oh now baby, why don’t, why don’t you set me free” She shut the door and she said “sit yourself down” I said “I can’t, what with the way the world’s spinning ‘round” She insinuated the spinning was l in my head She suggested that I should rest up in her bead She said “Oh now baby, won’t you give in to me” She said “Oh now baby, I can set you free” I always try to do the right thing I sometimes just go and screw it up I wish I could just try and not think Damn my brain why don't you set me free Oh now baby won't you give in to me and I said “Oh now baby why don't you set me free”
3.
You owe me an apology because you thought I was much more ignorant than you Turns out that You're the stupid one And that your lesson in humility is only just begun And if you thought about it, I don't know when If you ever thought about it, maybe we could be friends but in the meantime you can take my abuse You blank me on the streets when it's as if you pretend you're blind or that we've never met You've got some grovelling to do but grovelling's hard work and you've never worked a day in your life And if you thought about it, I don't know when If you ever thought about it, maybe we could be friends but in the meantime you can take my abuse How about it? Gonna be a man? Or are you gonna be the thumbsucking baby I think you are You owe me an apology because you thought that I was much more ignorant than you And if you thought about us, I don't know when If you ever thought about me, maybe we could be friends but in the meantime you can take my abuse
4.
Let's say I'm never coming back, what happens then? I guess panic attack. Let's shorten this long weekend let's settle this Let's stop trying to pretend You're tongue tied You know why A blind eye The fall guy comply scrape by fish fry good bye defy I'm cashin' in my chips, I'm clockin' out I've an empty bag of tricks You have made me paranoid I'm so strung out Destroyed and unemployed You're tongue tied You know why A blind eye The fall guy comply scrape by fish fry good bye defy Who are you to criticise? Why bother man? Your words, they demonise. Say I pass off the baton? What happens then? Who else could carry on? You're tongue tied You know why A blind eye The fall guy comply scrape by fish fry good bye defy
5.
Fly, fly above the storm below Glide, glide until the bright rainbow Fill, fill the stark and light the darkness up You still my anxious heart Soothe, soothe the syncopated beats Smooth, smooth the wrinkles from the sheets Calm me down in my defeats and still, still my anxious heart Feel me tremble You, you are the one who brings the sun who brings the morning to my night I only screw things up but you rebuild, you fix it up You are a godsend and until the end I'll never love again Squeeze, squeeze the air out of my lungs Please, please untie my twisted tongue Hold, hold my hand and freeze this moment still You still my anxious heart Bleach, bleach me clean until I am, teach, teach me how to be a man Slap my face, beseech me to grow up and still my anxious heart Feel me tremble You, you are the one who brings the sun who brings the morning to my night I only screw things up but you rebuild, you fix it up You are a godsend and until the end I'll never love again Caffeinated, dehydrated Deteriorated, dreams evaporated Graduated, but outdated Overweight and over-rated But you still my anxious heart Feel me tremble You, you are the one who brings the sun who brings the morning to my night I only screw things up but you rebuild, you fix it up You are a godsend and until the end I'll never love again
6.
You want it, you get it, you always win You rewrite, you recast so you don't sin You grab at the goods and you just grin You leave us for dead, and think of spin to spin us But we wanna be like you Looked up to after a life of paying dues Wealth accruing, no-one turning screws No-one stopping ya or cluttering the view The sky-rise, the mansion, the live-in nurse The pay-rise, expansion, it's well-rehearsed Advertise your mentions, every verse Devise a pension investment that survives beyond your hearse And we wanna be like you Looked up to after a life of paying dues Wealth accruing, no-one turning screws No-one stopping us or cluttering the view All that changes now you wanna rule You might find we stop buying all your bull You're shoveling but we think that you're too full of yourself and of your crap, it's time you went to school You gambled that we liked you (but we do not) You thought that you could rule us and we'd pay you too (we won't) Turns out that it's us who turn the screws (oh yeah) And by stepping forward you're cluttering our view You buy us, you want us, we want your wealth You fly past, you bypass, obsessed with self We're outclassed, but steadfast and in good health The outcasts will outlast you and all that's on your top shelf We don't wanna be like you (no we do not) Looked down upon, while you lie about paying dues (you lie) Why have wealth accrue? You turned too many screws. (oh yeah) By stepping forward you went and cluttered up our view
7.
Sing with me a song about a spider crawling up my leg Silkily just thread around, disguise the gnawing, I'll renege Oh please, you are the Queen Of Spades I want my bourbon with lemonade Oh I'm no Jack of All Trades and I don't think I've got it made The ocean spray is widening the teenage wounds along my back Be dismayed, I might have been a page three groom, blessed with tact Instead you got a Jack of Hearts A head of Dvořák and Mozart You got dealt a wasted card A boy, his soul, freshly marred
8.
Seven months gone now Long time to wear a scowl He thinks it’s time to let you go But he can’t Songs don't seem the same He can’t speak your name Says he sees you everywhere But he’s wrong I guess you had to go who were we to say no But I really wish you’d stayed I wish you were still here Rolling stone gathering moss Honestly at a loss As if you’d give a toss Well we do I guess you had to go who were we to say no But I really wish you’d stayed I wish you were still here Why’d you have to go Couldn’t you have stayed Why’s the world unfair Couldn’t you have stayed I guess you had to go who were we to say no But I really wish you’d stayed I wish you were still here
9.
Dan, Dance 03:58
If I get up on time then I know I’ll get paid If I dance, take a line, then I might get laid If I leave then I know that I’ll wish I stayed I should really dance, yeah I should dance, yes I should dance C’mon and dance, dance, Dan, dance Danced all night, and now I’m stuffed You say that’s just fine, you’re not too chuffed I say “Damn, I’ll rise, I’m tougher than tough” I should really dance Dance dance dance while the beat’s getting harder I should dance dance dance, yeah it’s getting much faster I should dance dance dance, it’s the DJ’s sonata I should dance dance dance, this is more like a regatta I should dance with you girl, lay my hands on you girl, Take a chance with you girl, dance séance with you girl, I should show you the world, I should spin you and twirl, I should just dance Just how much can I take? Girl I can dance with you, let’s dance C’mon and dance, dance, Dan, dance
10.
That's a mean limousine Treat 'em keen, keep it clean Live the dream libertine Born in 1983 Eat a burger, party on Own the city, you belong Run a red, smoke a bong Mr Headstrong. Your drinking song, sing along, bang a gong, all day long, modern day phenomenon You think that you're a rebel? You're just a precious petal, boy You are not all that special Stand up so I can level with you You have no accolades Look at this mess you made You call a heart a spade? You pray before you play? Unmask this masquerade You're not a renegade Dated by a decade An afraid tirading crusader, in need of an upgrade. Screw it. Let the chorus play You think that you're a rebel? You're just a precious petal, boy You are not all that special Stand up so I can level with you Boy, be a man. Boy, be a man You wanna be a man? You have-to be more than a wannabe Peter Pan Time's up, Hook's in, come on lost boy, think a happy thought and fly You think that you're a rebel? You're just a precious petal, boy You are not all that special Stand up so I can level with you You're not really a rebel You're just a precious petal boy You're really not that special Fly up here, so I can level with you
11.
I'm Yours 03:48
I'm yours Have it, you can make it Half it, you can break it You can grab it, if you want it, it’s yours Own it, invest it Grow it, or divest it You can double it, or just muzzle it, it’s yours And if you stay, I’ll stay If you go, I’ll go If you need love, I’ll give If you need room, I’ll leave If you want me, you can have me If you’ll have me, go on and take me You know it honey, I’ll be your baby I’ll lead you if you need leading I’ll cheer you, when you are weeping I’ll carry you if you’re fatiguing, I’m yours Support crew at all your pitstops In the job queue, and in the opera box Through the electric shocks, and in the 5th Ave shops, I’m yours And if you stay, I’ll stay If you go, I’ll go If you need love, I’ll give If you need room, I’ll leave If you want me, you can have me If you’ll have me, go on and take me You know it honey, I’ll be your baby On and on Day by day Year by year A decade A century I’m here if you’ll have me, on and on I’ll stay I’ll grow I’m yours

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Imagine The Beach Boys listened to a lot of Michael Jackson and Nirvana... in 1991. The music emphasises rich multi-layered harmonies, laid over aggressive 90s-style snares, punctuated by wobbly distorted guitars. Daniel McClelland's a multi-hyphenate of an artist; playing and recording all the instruments himself, and quadrupling the vocal parts to sound like the Wilson brothers he idolises. In sum, he's aiming to make pop rock again.

The record explores what it means to be a man in today's dog-eat-dog world. The album was recorded in New York in 2016 and mastered in Wellington at Munki Studios by Mike Gibson.

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released August 6, 2017

Album Credits:
Written, performed, produced and mixed by Daniel McClelland
Mastered by Mike Gibson at Munki Studios
Photography by Gareth Bradley
Art and design by Jansen Cumbie
Special thanks to Eamon O'Neil, Adi Dick
Dedicated to Sam

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Daniel McClelland Wellington, New Zealand

New Zealand-based mad-scientist smashing together alt-pop and alt-rock with Beach Boys-inspired harmonies. Stacks of vocals abound. Hard-hitting snares. Grungy guitars. All played, arranged and produced by one person.

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