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Swallow Fear

by Daniel McClelland

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1.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - Blotted Out The Background - Lyrics You want it? Come get it! Come get it from me You want me? Come get me Try to catch up to me Blowin' dust Blowin' up Growin' faster than you Stow-away Go away Go away from my wake You're holding me up You're slowin' me down I'm prepping for my closeup but you blotted out the background Are you doing this to see if I can stare in the abyss of your life man 'Cause I'm the wiz It'll take more than your attempts to diss me to bring me down to shut me up to push me away I give freely You wanna kill the talent in me You destroy and I improve I'm toying wit'choo Your words don't sting I still can sing My one liners zing You're holding me up You're slowin' me down I'm prepping for my closeup but you blotted out the background You're holding me up You're slowin' me down I'm prepping for my closeup but you blotted out the background Are you doing this to see if I can stare in the abyss of your life man 'Cause I'm the wiz It'll take more than your attempts to diss me I'm tired of your crap I'll double-track to recap, while you napped I rapped to handclaps and mapped out what the haps was. While you ordered frappe lattes I slapped you silly. Mind the gap, Imma lap you, no time for your crap You're holding me up You're slowin' me down I'm prepping for my closeup but you blotted out the background You're holding me up You're slowing me down
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So Happy 02:43
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - So Happy - Lyrics I'm so happy, I don't care if this song sucks; it'll make you blush, yeah. I'm so amped up I'll TYPE IT IN CAPS LOCK; I'm in a rush, yeah. I'm so satisfied, so amped up, I'm amplified. I'm in love? You're so gorgeous, your hair is black satin; you're magnificent. Call me outrageous, let's write a matinee; we're so innocent, yeah. I'm so darned naive, and I'm so eager to leave my past. I'm young and dumb, but you're older and smarter too so this can't be dumb? I'm so happy, I don't care if this song sucks; it'll make you blush, yeah oh darlin'. I'm so satisfied, so amped up, I'm amplified. I'm in love? I'm in love.
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- - - - - - - - - - - - - - Turn My Cheek - Lyrics Oh it's a messed-up world, trying to bring me to my knees, but I won't let it beat me down. It's not just your attitude, it's famine, it's disease. But I won't let them put me in the ground. "I don't mind. I don't care" my mantra on repeat. I bide my time. I swallow fear. I try and turn my cheek. You stoke, you fume, you blame, you try to choke my voice. But I've got a breathing mask. You poke, exhume, you lie and throw your toys. I just can't. I stand ashamed, aghast. "I don't mind. I don't care" my mantra on repeat. I bide my time. I swallow fear. I try and turn my cheek. I feel like... you rage like... I stand tall, try and turn my cheek. Won't back down... you beat down... I'm so low. You YOLO. What do I know? "I don't mind. I don't care" my mantra on repeat. I bide my time. I swallow fear. I try and turn my cheek.
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- - - - - - - - - - - - - - Joined, Entwined - Lyrics In she walked, and he was floored. She wore the dress that he adored. No-one talked. Heart beats soared. He felt blessed, he thanked his Lord. Joined, entwined, wined and dined, a finer time, you'd never find. Baby was born, and by next June the pair of parents' honey-moon (was over). She felt scorned (so scorned) and out of tune (oh no). Love disappeared and they forgot that afternoon; joined, entwined, wined and dined... a finer time, would they ever find that time again? Disjointed, disappointed, pinpointed the disdain, the start of pain, a pain that stayed upon the brain But the baby grew. Time just flew! Toddler dues caused a parental short fuse. Boyhood steps while parents wept (they wept). Teenager slept. Parents dreamt of the windswept time they met; joined, entwined, wined and dined... a finer time, could they try to find that time again? What's the point of pinning pain? They rejoined, just to see if they could feel that way again, that lust, in twain, free reign. Again she walked, despite his flaws, still fit that old dress that he adored. No-one talked. Once stilled hearts soared. Undressed, re-blessed, they thanked his Lord. Joined, entwined, wined and dined. They found the time to find each other once again. What's the point of pinning pain? They rejoined and they felt that way again, that lust, in twain, free reign.
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- - - - - - - - - - - - - - I'm Going Home - Lyrics I'm going home today to the place I was born, then ran away to form a different home. So if you see my family, tell them I won't be long, I'm tired of birthdays spent on my own. I won't leave a forwarding address, just return it to sender. Please thank them for their interest, say he left last November. If they ask where I rest, just say you don't remember, but he's home. The open road in front of me, many horizons more, I'll cross four oceans before I return. Please grant me hospitality, let me sleep upon your floor, I'll be cold but hoping you'll let your log-wood burn. I won't leave a forwarding address, just return it to sender. Please thank them for their interest, say he left last November. If they ask where I rest, just say you don't remember, but he's home. When I finally arrive I'll be warmly greeted, but as long as I'm alive I will feel defeated. Should I go back to my past, or will my future be cheated of a chance to form more pasts? Oh please, remain seated - I AM home. OK, I'll stay here instead today, though my family's world's apart, I know they're proud of me, proud I left and stayed. I know they missed me yesterday, and though it breaks my heart, I'm staying warily, staying where my bed's made So I won't leave a forwarding address, don't return it to sender. Thanks for your interest, I'm hear well past next November. I'm here, but I still remember my home

about

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In 2018's Taite Music awards ceremony, Daniel McClelland's first album punched above its weight. ​Anxious Heart ​ earned a nomination for the​ ​Auckland Live Best Independent Debut Award​.​ ​Radio New Zealand​'s ​The Sampler ​ had said it was a "character of an album that aims to rehabilitate the genre of classic pop-rock - no small goal - and in its best moments comes close to achieving it." The album charted at #2 on the NZ Heatseeker Album Charts​.​ ​Muzic.net.nz​ said it's "a delightful reminder of how music should be made."

A year later, McClelland is back, with a follow-up. ​His new EP is called ​Swallow Fear. The record asks the listener to take a deep breath and start conquering their anxieties. In a mere 17 minutes, McClelland takes on: perfectionism; an aversion to happiness; bigotry; parenthood; and the impact of emigration on families. As you may have guessed, this is no ordinary pop record.

In fact, it’s hard to classify it as a singular type of ‘pop’ at all. ​Swallow Fear​ sees McClelland fuse together a myriad of genres. In particular, he embraced hip hop, grunge, 90s dance, 60s symphonic pop, and glam rock. Each track's a “pocket symphony”, inspired by the likes of Brian Wilson, early-era George Harrison and Beck. McClelland's music is bombastic and major-key. It embraces exuberance. It's at once retro and fresh. ​Swallow Fear​ flies in the face of the norms of today's pop scene.

The record's rich Beach Boys influenced harmonies were all self-recorded, layered together over dozens of hours of self-performed overdubs. ​Swallow Fear ​ stretches the definition of “one-man band” to its extremes. McClelland wrote, recorded, engineered and produced every note in every boisterous track, all at home, in Lower Hutt.

Its lead single, Blotted Out The Background, has a music video directed by Rajeev Mishra. In it, Daniel plays several versions of himself, using special effects to bring this one-man-band to life.

credits

released November 24, 2019

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Music Credits:
Written, Performed, Produced, and Mixed by Daniel McClelland
Mastering by Mike Gibson at Munki Studios, Wellington, NZ
Photography by Gareth Bradley

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Special Thanks to:
Rajeev Mishra, Eamon O'Neil

Thanks to:
Dan Christie. Jonatan Jaworski. Paul Johanson. Ben Fransham. Joseph McClelland. Dawa Devereux. Phil Burton and Underground Sound Studios. Creative Show Off. Totally Frocked. Costume Cave. Screen Wellington. Rachel Garrett & Tim Grubb. Mum & Dad, Susan & John for absolutely everything. Friends, family, colleagues too numerous to mention all by name, but countless supported this journey. My son Elijah, my best bud. And finally, most importantly, my wife, rock and love of my life, Alex; you make me So Happy. Couldn't do this without you.

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Daniel McClelland Wellington, New Zealand

New Zealand-based mad-scientist smashing together alt-pop and alt-rock with Beach Boys-inspired harmonies. Stacks of vocals abound. Hard-hitting snares. Grungy guitars. All played, arranged and produced by one person.

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